These photos were taken just before the floodgates opened. I have been in a bit of a fragile mood lately.. I am unsure of a lot of things in my life and as a ruthless perfectionist, this is rarely a healthy position for me to be caught in. I have always considered myself a strong person, and for those who know my story, it is probably a surprise to see me still standing, fighting for happiness. I'm not ashamed to admit that I have been battling depression since I was a child - some days I am winning, other times I am completely going under. Blogging has always been a way for me to unleash my demons, and there is another blogspot that I anonymously tend to, neglected since I started this more colorful one, but still active, and ready for another lost entry.
I am not quite sure why I am sharing this information with you, because yes, you're right, this is supposed to be a blog about style. But my recent frustrations stemming from not being able to find inspiration on the Internet has somewhat led me to blur the blogging lines, even if only for one post, for me to just come out and admit something - I have been feeling very sad. It comes and goes, depending on the path of life I am on, and current and past predicaments, and now that I am on my way to finding healing with regards to this latest speed bump I have hit, I thought I would muster up some strength and admit what is always so hard to say, spell or even think.
I refuse to believe that I am the only one in the blogosphere who has been or still is depressed, and whilst I don't expect any of my readers to admit to it, I thought I would face the facts and write what is quite possibly going to be my most honest post on this blog.....
dane♥
I am not quite sure why I am sharing this information with you, because yes, you're right, this is supposed to be a blog about style. But my recent frustrations stemming from not being able to find inspiration on the Internet has somewhat led me to blur the blogging lines, even if only for one post, for me to just come out and admit something - I have been feeling very sad. It comes and goes, depending on the path of life I am on, and current and past predicaments, and now that I am on my way to finding healing with regards to this latest speed bump I have hit, I thought I would muster up some strength and admit what is always so hard to say, spell or even think.
I refuse to believe that I am the only one in the blogosphere who has been or still is depressed, and whilst I don't expect any of my readers to admit to it, I thought I would face the facts and write what is quite possibly going to be my most honest post on this blog.....
dane♥
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