Baby, I can't figure it out your kisses taste like honey

Vintage romper, people are people waist belt, Trunnk necklace gift from Katlin ♥

Sadly, not even a hyped up dose of steroids, anti-histamines, antibiotics and cough syrups is doing much to change the current state of my long suffering lungs. This is probably the price I am paying for having been a smoker for more than half my young life, and it is a punishment I do not wish upon anyone. During the daytime I am usually to busy and stressed to notice how bad my cough is, but at night and after a long day of socializing with smokers, it is relentless and leaves me gasping for air while clutching my inhaler. I am hoping my doctor will either double my dosage or recommend different pills, because right now I'm not exactly on the fastest route to recovery.. and I really want to avoid turning this thing into pneumonia..

Today my boyfriend is forcing me to stay at home, away from all things that make sicker than a dog, smoke, dust, sun, sweets.. and I am bored out of my wits and not even the SATC dvd is doing much to change my mood. In my desperation I figured all I had left was my camera and some purple art paper, so I snipped away and pulled that valentines spirit out from deep within me.

I'm excited for the dinner we have planned for tonight and pray to god my medication will allow me to stay up beyond 10pm so I can catch up with all my loved ones and make up for the last couple of weeks of being painfully sober, although the liquor is going to have to wait at least another week before it gets back into my system. Nothing like drinking mock-tails and overeating to heal a wounded party soul.. this being sick thing is getting in the way of my social life! hahha

Thanks for all your emails and well wishes! I shall get back on track as soon as possible, don't give up on me ;)

♥

Happy Valentines Day!