Beautiful And Amazing Photography by Jan Laeton R

Check Out These Beautiful And Amazing Inspirational Photography by Jan Laeton R. Fantastic photographer from Germany. Jan Laeton R . has a multitude portfolio full of amazing pictures. There you will find impressive close-up pictures, fantastic landscape photographic as well as urban sceneries. This is only a small extraction to give you an insight at the work of him. Photographer take a best time shoot a photos.Jan Laeton R photography is amazing and interesting nature and other places photos. See More Pics Collection from His Great Photography after break...

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But will my heart be broken, when the night meets the morning sun..

There comes a time in all our lives when we have to re-evaluate the direction we are going. Most of the time, this all happens in our mid-twenties. Lately, I have been asking myself the same questions over and over again.. driving me to the brink of absolute insanity. My family has expectations, goals they have set for me. Marry, have a child, settle down.. give up my life. I cringe at the thought of it all. It seems the older I become, the more I know what I do NOT want out of life.

I, for instance, do not want to marry out of convenience, or because it is expected of me, I want to marry out of love. Undying, undeniable, head-over-heels, cant-live-without-you love. I want to never hold back my feelings, and run free, and live, most of all, I want to live. I don't want to fear mistakes I can learn from, I want to attempt the impossible and lose myself in my thoughts and daydreams. I want to change my mind, until I get it right, and then again, when I am bored. I want to travel and see and learn and laugh. But most of all, I want to fall in love, over and over again.. with places, and people.. and maybe the same one person. Over and over again.

Last night I was looking through the thousands of photos I have been tagged in on my FB account, and I felt my heart crumble. I didn't think I was going to get here so soon, but I miss my old life. I wouldn't want it back the way it was exactly, not now, not ever.. but I miss some of the experiences I was able to enjoy, and the people I was able to meet and come to love. I especially grieve for the loss of my kite-life.. it was good to me but was not a perfect fit once I grew a little older and maybe none the wiser at all. The times I stood on a podium, the costumes I wore, the beers I devoured and the winds I felt gushing through my hair.. People always say to me, "You are so lucky to have lived that life, and to be the person you are.. You are this.. that.." and I never see it. My heart is insatiable.. But I cant deny that the last 6 years have almost felt like a mini-movie. "The girl who danced barefoot and rarely slept." or something of the sorts.

I guess ultimately, change is good, change is necessary. We need change.
This is my attempt at embracing change. Complete with panic attacks, excessive drinking, denial, paranoia, plan-B-plottings, doubt, distractions, over-indulgence and lots and lots of sleepless nights.
Hey; they don't call it a quarter-life-crisis for nothing.

Photos by Allyssa Heuze who now has a blog ♥ [shot in the summer in Boracay - extra points for the one who can spot the big blurry lady ;) ]

PS: My Formspring is back up and running!

Cool Digital Paintings And Illustrations of Star Wars (30 Pics)

Today we want share cool collections of digital drawings and Illustrations of Star Wars : The Star Wars movement has fascinated a lot of people during the last 30+ years becoming a worldwide phenomenon. It started with a movie, then another two followed the first and along with them a huge franchise that includes books, television series, video games, Lego toys and comic books. It appears that among the Star Wars fans there are some designers who recreated or made new characters. These talented artists have made the awesome illustrations that you will see more on this page after jump....

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