We might be in for a late night stuck in a lava flow of break lights

vintage shirt, vintage Calvin Klein cut offs, RenegadeLovers Malong bag

Ive been spending way too much time in front of the TV or dwelling on the fact that my laptop has gone to shits and I therefore have to put up with a ginormous flat screen monitor that I have to plug into it in order to keep up with my daily Internet adventures. Not to mention my increasingly persistent migraine - which I honestly just have the over sized screen to thank for, if you ask me. I have used an HP Pavilion for 4 years now and my good old machine is just begging to be replaced. I'm debating getting an HP mini like my Martian has, but the teeny tiny screen pisses me off.. its like a little toy computer, but undeniably handy. Vivienne Tam made a real pretty one with butterflies on it, I wonder if I'm girly enough to possess something of its caliber.

Besides over thinking things, I have been busy delaying my workouts (I cant run because *ahem* the tide is too high..), consuming delicious Swiss chocolate, flooding the blog, drowning in soy milk, filling up my inspiration folder, downloading semi depressing movies like Blue Velvet and Wild At Heart, snacking on sour grapes, contemplating new patterns, Ebaying (!) and listening to lots and lots of sentimental music. The high point of my day is when my boy texts me all the way from the desert.. that pretty much makes me smile like an idiot for a while.

The major downside of missing my man is that I haven't been sleeping well again.. its past 4am and Ive become painfully aware of how cold its been getting in my bed, which means I have to sleep in a hoodie because no matter how low I turn the AC it never seems to be warm enough in here..